Wednesday, December 24, 2008
SAfuckingBRINA
Monday, December 22, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
whats the word?
so i was reading a blog post of a blog i follow daily. and i came across this .."Why do I always fear the worst, even when the best I’ve ever met sleeps fresh against my chest? I’ve never been so blessed to keep her safe." it got me to thinking that one day i want to have that. i mean at this moment in my life i dont have time for a "love",im surrounded with good friends and high goals. but i always feel as if something is missing. even though i find highschool dating a joke, i want someone to wake up to and be comforted in a way that can only be given by a close stranger that has the commoness that is needed. nothing less and nothing more. someday
departing question- could i sleep better at night, knowing that i would wake up to someone holding me?
Saturday, December 20, 2008
i love this chick!
one of the most talented, young females that I idolize. she is becoming the 21st century's Madonna.
Friday, December 19, 2008
God, I love this man.
(reblogged from thewilliambeckettblog.com
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
If you plan on being emo, here you go!
Came across this and all I could do is giggle. I get dissapointed when people are catgorized. Vital info if your planning to be "emo"
Emo was initially used to be defined as genre of music from 80s and was generally used in context with a subculture that was influenced by punk rock music subculture. Emo was typically contemplated as reserved, loner, calm, touchy and frequently influenced by his or her music. However over the years, things have changed drastically. Emo has emerged into a separate culture or society that has its own fashion, customs, ideas, values, traditions and personalities.
Emo fashion for Boys is mostly characterized by of a set of defined concepts like: Clothing -Tight fitted Jeans, striped polo shirt and T Shirts displaying the name of some Emo band; Hairstyles - Hair dyed black with long fringes and brushed straight; other accessories – belts with large buckles, black or bold colored sports shoes. Like any other fashion, Emo fashion is slowly coming off ages and witnessing new trends over the years. Teenagers or younger generations always lead fashion statements and Emo boys are no exception.
With ever increasing popularity of Emo fashion, many super stores have started selling various fashion merchandise and accessories under separate categories such as - Emo boys, Emo girls and Emo kids. Many reputed online auctioneers are selling Emo Boys fashion wears, apparels, leather goods and accessories, and sunglasses.
Emo Makeup for Boys
Emo culture and society demands that Emo make up should be an essential part of Emo hairstyles, Emo fashion and Emo dress to establish an overall Emo identity distinctly. Emo make up for Boys and Girls vary from each other, though the basic rules are alike.
Basic materials used in Emo Boys make up may include mascara, eyeliner, eye-paint and powder. Emo Boys should follow these easy instructions: To lighten skin tone, small amount of face powder is applied on face after applying a very light foundation and powder can also be used on the neck; Sometimes a masking tape is used initially and after applying the powder the tape is removed; Emo Boys should use a standard Emo eyeliner or eye-paint close to eye lashes, but in a small quantity; Sometimes Emo boys also use eye shadow, but not with bright sparkling color; Emo boys may also wear lipstick but very light; lip gloss is usually applied for making lips shiny. If you’re not sure how to do your Emo make-up, then you should consult some make up artist who is specialized in Emo make up for deciding suitable color that matches your skin.
How should Emo Boys Dress
Hairstyle is important
Emo is a sense of fashion that is currently been worn by those who are even in their early thirties. Men and boys who dress in Emo fashion have a taste for skulls and broken hearts and it’s the hairstyle and the makeup that sets them apart. The hairstyle is almost called artsy farsty. Though variations may occur, the hair is cut short at the back and is long in the front.
Eye makeup
Boys like to sport the emo attitude and also some accessories such as studs in both ears. Many also like to wear the black rimmed glasses to give the look. Well you can wear the black rimmed glasses even if you can see just fine. Eye liner and eye shadow is worn both by boys and girls. In fact the eyes are the focal points of attention.
Slim fit clothes
Slim fitted tees in black color with some message are de rigueur for the boys. Some of the symbols are the skulls, broken hearts, bleeding heart and the wall that are embossed on the tee shirts. The jeans are slim fit and almost skin tight. Dark colors like black are the way to dress.
Belt and shoes
To offset so much black in the attire, white belt is popular . These belts may have metal clips, studs or other metal accessories. Black converse shoes are just fine to complete the entire look.
Emo Tattoos for Boys by Emo Styles
Tattoo practice is a world wide phenomenon. Origins of tattooing go way back to tribal communities, but over the years tattoos have become part of a fashion statement. Tattoos can be put on any part of the body, starting from face, shoulders, chest, sternum, armpit, forearm, back, and legs. Tattooing as an art is very popular all over the world among various subcultures and emo culture is not exception.
Like piercings, tattoos are also very popular with Emo boys. Generally Emo boys like to have more tattoos than emo girls, emo boys tattoos are also usually larger than those from emo girls. Let’s name just a few popular Tattoos among Emo boys: gothic tattoos, tattoos with slogans or inscriptions, nautical star tattoos, guitar or other rock music instruments tattoos
Emo Hairstyles for Boys in 2008 by Emo Styles
With ever changing trends in hairstyles, Emo hairstyles are also witnessing hot and stylish trends. Emo hairstyles used to resemble the hairstyles sported by musicians of the 80s and punk hairstyles of the last decade. Hair dyed black with long fringes and brushed straight is turning out to be history for Emo hairstyles. Some spectacular new trends in Emo hairstyles are emerging up in 2008. When it comes to hairstyles, girls are always the first to adopting new trends and craze.
How can Emo Boys afford to lag behind Emo Girls in hairstyle trends? Emo Boys are also in the race with Emo Girls for stylish hairstyles. It is a fact that hairstyles play an important role in your overall look and can drastically alter your individuality and Emo Boys have realized it very well. Emo Boys are coming off age by doing away with the standard patterns. They started sporting astounding and distinctive hairstyles. Emo Fashion icons and celebrities are trend setters in any fashion segment and hairstyles are not exception. Emo Boys hairstyles are seeing huge impact of celebrity hairstyles. If you don’t want to miss the bus, look around for ever changing trends of Emo Boys hairstyles in 2008.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
a great and terrible beauty
what we have in common.
I was just a train wreck ready to jump before the crash.
When we first met, I was tied to the tracks and I could not begin to explain.
We were just a wild-eyed couple of kids.
They always said we were a long shot way back then,
and through it all I never thought it’d turn out this way.
Now the scent of your malcontent is like the smell before the rain.
I keep telling myself not to trust myself,
but the time is coming, and I need someone to blame.
Tell me anything. Because I lost my strength and I’m losing faith.
Everything has changed, unintended, and unexplained and I know somethings happening.
I’m missing you more than a house without a frame.
We are just train wrecks amongst the living dead.
If we’re so different, then why are we listening?
(older writing of William) like me, we both hold on to past writings:)
this needs an image
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Badass bunkbeds
reminds me of old memories with my cousin tara!! we soo act like this:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXp2ruZoxK8&eurl=http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=379345373&feature=player_embedded
this weekend...
wow alot went down.
santi was with me like all weekend.(that was fun) camcorder.shimmy shakes.wrestling match.bleach showers.lasagna:)
Friday, December 12, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Gossip Girl update!!
For the first time Chuck sheds a tear.
Serena looks to Dan for guidance and when he fails to be honest, Serena makes her decision off of that. Dan regrets and wants to tell Serena how he really feels but it is too late.
Serena and Aaron are off to Buenes Aires for the Holidays. Serena please give Aaron a chance.
Serena obviously has feelings for Dan still and I believe always will. I think she gave the hint to Aaron that she is starting to fall in love with him when she ignores Dan's call.
Congrats Rose-Waldorf family.
Lily's secret is out!!! When she finally thought it was all over, her mother lets Rufus in on the secret and jepordizes Lily and Rufus's holiday get away.
parting words..."Is it a boy or a girl?"
you know you love it...GG
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Donnie Darko & TAI
watch the video. great soundtrack!!heehee.
im thrilled and all and stuff:)
i was the light from the lamp on the floor.
Monday, December 8, 2008
Aunt Brookie
Glass houses and stones
Sunday, December 7, 2008
I'll pencil you into my blackberry..
Friday, December 5, 2008
Your Excited I'm Jealous
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Wednesday
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Gossip Girl update.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Coming to Terms has never been so hard
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Brookett loves Jesspie
Monday, November 24, 2008
My "Zeal"
Friday, November 21, 2008
Amazing..because sometimes I'm not.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Intoxicated Circulation
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Are you with me or not at all.
In the process of making my own web page. Stellar. So I was thinking about what to write about in my blog today. But I have nothing of importance to say. Except for this one thing. So this dude that I'm crushing' on has a chick right? Well I'm not sure what he sees in her, she lacks beauty on the outside and inside. But anyway. So I heard that ________ took _________ to the beach for a little VAY KAY and she broke up with on the beach!!! He deserves better. So anyway, I believe that I should stop thinking that I would be better for someone than the person they claim to be in love with. I'm done. Creative Writing Class today!! So stoked. Curtis had a gauge accident today=[ Sorry. He has half inspired me to get gauges but I don't know, I'm not sure. I don't think they are for me. TOO PAINFUL. Art is still a little dry, HYDRATE.Planning to go to G's on Saturday to chill with M,H,Han,D,and T.
William Beckett, Sonny Moore, & Spencer Chamberlain have a way with words. Jealous.
Art work of the day. Breath taking and so much movement. The color contrasts are so in sync.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Nothing lost, Nothing gained.
Hot chocolate was watered down.
enjoyed my blueberry poptart.
Was happy to see Santi (moe).(always am)
SAfuckingBRINA brought my spirits up.
New Jersey Trip with Santi
Out of all the dicks in this school Cody Dolan isn't one of them. (just for the record)
Drew a pretty rad picture of a banana and peanut butter in like 5 minutes.I work well under pressure.
Lost two friends but I dont think they were my true friends anyway. Nothing Lost nothing gained.
She knows what is important to me.
TAI TV was not posted on sunday night. No tellie for me (felt good)
I'm hopeful for reuniting an old relationship.
Beckett knows how to make me feel better when I am salty.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Runaway
Artwork of the day. (feelings displayed)
Today is overall not a good day.
Snow is ugly and I hate it. Cold & dark & wet brings me down.
I can honestly say only one person in my life is there for me. Pathetic? I know.
Nothing has inspired me today. The only thing people know how to do is make me feel like shit. worthless piece of shit.
Putting words in my mouth, judging me, and overall being dicks.
Why must people be dicks? Why must people be arrogant assholes.
This post is by far the worst post ever in the blog posting socitey. But I dont give a fuck or should i give a fuck? Is that my problem? Being too laid back and carefree? Is that a fucking crime or a bad quality? Im searching for something, something more. Anything. More than what I have. Is that ungrateful? Am I ungrateful? I need answers. Answers I will probably never recieve.
I need a healthy way to conclude this.
(something I wrote. take from it what you will, if anything at all)
I smell it but I don't run
I see it but I don't tremble
I hear it but I don't even blink
Do I want it?
Is that why I stay?
Or is it a greater force keeping me grounded?
TWO day TWO day...
So hard my herbal tee spews from my nostrils.
Monday- day of the all days.
So much to do.
NAHS (nope) bummer.
Cheer fitting.
Anyway, so there is nothing zen about today. I have so many things to do. Im so frusturated I might cry.
People are upsetting me BIG TIME!!!!
Ahhhhhh SCREAM.
Artwork has been dry and at this moment in my life im lacking inspiration. HELP. School work is my last priority.
UNINSPIRED
(more later)
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Broken Hearts Blood dripping Darts
Shoot my cupid out of the sky
Break off his wings, and gouge out his eyes
And thank him for nothing, 'cause that's all that he gave to me
Your love is my heart disease
(from my friend Lacy)
very deep, blunt, and true. It's what we need sometimes!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
Weight Room Radness!!!!
ARTWORK OF THE DAY!!! -unknown
I have decided that "Radness" is a word.
Today in phys. ed we went to the weight room. The weight room's musk smells of pennies, rotting carcass, and mold.
But even though i hate the weight room i always have a blast!
So Jessica (santi) and I were standing around and this dude was doing an exercise and Jessica blurts out "I call them tit hits". It was so clever and hilarious I thought I would share.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Cotton Candy
Friday, November 7, 2008
Stereotypical Bitches
fuck i skate i dont care what you bastards think, heres an idea, accept people for who they are and dont judge them by what they wear...damn society sucks"
-Enjoi Panda
(this was a bullentin my friend had posted and I agree 100% on everything he said. Too many people judge these days. Accept who others are and they will accept you.)
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
The world is sometimes too heavy to breath and the dead surround me like an ocean.
I can̢۪t recognize the reflection looking back through the mirror.
I only grasp the concept of what it̢۪s like to walk through life with a stranger holding a knife to my neck.
The empty shell of a shattered boy I know possess is my new skin.
Pain is my only horizon, hate, is my only form of flattery, ugly is the world around me and nowhere beyond the infinite infrastructure of the eternal lonely soul can my blackened heart be found.
If you want a glimpse of torment and bittersweet visions delight, I̢۪ll gladly cut my head off so you can look down the hole.
Nothing there will bring the joyful bliss you crave.
Drinking lighter fluid to start a fire inside my guts, I am on a slow painful ride through the underbelly of hell and I wont mind if this is where we say goodbye and go our separate ways.
I am inside of you.
Living and breathing.
I am William Control
www.purevolume.com/williamcontrol
has a "The Killers" sound and Aiden vibe
Monday, November 3, 2008
Occupied with life
Still adjusting to daylight saving time. I will miss the bright nights;( This morning was the mile run in Phys. Ed for physical Fitness week. Good thing I am a morning and monday person. I totally regret eating halloween candy before running though. The run was good except for the rubber legs, dry throat, and drippy nose. I beat my time from last year which was 9.30 and this year I completed the mile in 8.46. PB!!! The secret to my success was simply pushing myself. I imagined Spencer Chamberlain was at the finish line waiting for me!!! What an inspiration!!
Note to self- nice hair day
Deja vu
Friday, October 31, 2008
SARAH PALIN IS A TOTAL BABE.
She may be crazy, but she was Miss Alaska… what more makes you qualified for being the Vice President????????
Sarcasm dripping….
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.
It doesn't matter much to me.Let me take you down,
'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
No one I think is in my tree, I mean it must be high or low.
That is you can't you know tune in but it's all right.
That is I think it's not too bad.Let me take you down,
'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Always no sometimes think it's me,
but you know I know when it's a dream.
I think, er No, I mean, er Yes but it's all wrong.
That is I think I disagree.Let me take you down,
'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Brookalicous
Friday, October 24, 2008
Sanguine
Dry Eyes and fatigued. I have had this wretched headache since last night.
2. To portray in words; to describe.