Wednesday, December 24, 2008

SAfuckingBRINA

i shot this as sabrina was attempting to put her leg behing her head(: i love my friends(:

Sunday, December 21, 2008

whats the word?


so i was reading a blog post of a blog i follow daily. and i came across this .."Why do I always fear the worst, even when the best I’ve ever met sleeps fresh against my chest? I’ve never been so blessed to keep her safe." it got me to thinking that one day i want to have that. i mean at this moment in my life i dont have time for a "love",im surrounded with good friends and high goals. but i always feel as if something is missing. even though i find highschool dating a joke, i want someone to wake up to and be comforted in a way that can only be given by a close stranger that has the commoness that is needed. nothing less and nothing more. someday

departing question- could i sleep better at night, knowing that i would wake up to someone holding me?

Saturday, December 20, 2008

i love this chick!

http://vimeo.com/2569823
one of the most talented, young females that I idolize. she is becoming the 21st century's Madonna.

Friday, December 19, 2008

God, I love this man.

Keep your mouth shut when I’m drunk. I hate the person I become when you’re not around.I like me better when we talk it all over. If there was ever a time I needed you, its right now.I believe in a long-winded mind. Most nights I putter out like an over-worked, under oiled engine,staring at a quivering candle, consciousness fading, as I slowly float to sleep.My distorted reality paints a wonderfully deranged pattern. Doubt does strange things to people like us. We hold each other tighter now that the news is in. You’re learning to live alone in a home full of holes with two good reasons to find hope.One of these days I’ll unwind this watch and live for you and you alone.

(reblogged from thewilliambeckettblog.com

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

If you plan on being emo, here you go!

Came across this and all I could do is giggle. I get dissapointed when people are catgorized. Vital info if your planning to be "emo"


Emo was initially used to be defined as genre of music from 80s and was generally used in context with a subculture that was influenced by punk rock music subculture. Emo was typically contemplated as reserved, loner, calm, touchy and frequently influenced by his or her music. However over the years, things have changed drastically. Emo has emerged into a separate culture or society that has its own fashion, customs, ideas, values, traditions and personalities.

Emo fashion for Boys is mostly characterized by of a set of defined concepts like: Clothing -Tight fitted Jeans, striped polo shirt and T Shirts displaying the name of some Emo band; Hairstyles - Hair dyed black with long fringes and brushed straight; other accessories – belts with large buckles, black or bold colored sports shoes. Like any other fashion, Emo fashion is slowly coming off ages and witnessing new trends over the years. Teenagers or younger generations always lead fashion statements and Emo boys are no exception.

With ever increasing popularity of Emo fashion, many super stores have started selling various fashion merchandise and accessories under separate categories such as - Emo boys, Emo girls and Emo kids. Many reputed online auctioneers are selling Emo Boys fashion wears, apparels, leather goods and accessories, and sunglasses.

Emo Makeup for Boys
Emo culture and society demands that Emo make up should be an essential part of Emo hairstyles, Emo fashion and Emo dress to establish an overall Emo identity distinctly. Emo make up for Boys and Girls vary from each other, though the basic rules are alike.

Basic materials used in Emo Boys make up may include mascara, eyeliner, eye-paint and powder. Emo Boys should follow these easy instructions: To lighten skin tone, small amount of face powder is applied on face after applying a very light foundation and powder can also be used on the neck; Sometimes a masking tape is used initially and after applying the powder the tape is removed; Emo Boys should use a standard Emo eyeliner or eye-paint close to eye lashes, but in a small quantity; Sometimes Emo boys also use eye shadow, but not with bright sparkling color; Emo boys may also wear lipstick but very light; lip gloss is usually applied for making lips shiny. If you’re not sure how to do your Emo make-up, then you should consult some make up artist who is specialized in Emo make up for deciding suitable color that matches your skin.

How should Emo Boys Dress
Hairstyle is important
Emo is a sense of fashion that is currently been worn by those who are even in their early thirties. Men and boys who dress in Emo fashion have a taste for skulls and broken hearts and it’s the hairstyle and the makeup that sets them apart. The hairstyle is almost called artsy farsty. Though variations may occur, the hair is cut short at the back and is long in the front.

Eye makeup
Boys like to sport the emo attitude and also some accessories such as studs in both ears. Many also like to wear the black rimmed glasses to give the look. Well you can wear the black rimmed glasses even if you can see just fine. Eye liner and eye shadow is worn both by boys and girls. In fact the eyes are the focal points of attention.

Slim fit clothes
Slim fitted tees in black color with some message are de rigueur for the boys. Some of the symbols are the skulls, broken hearts, bleeding heart and the wall that are embossed on the tee shirts. The jeans are slim fit and almost skin tight. Dark colors like black are the way to dress.

Belt and shoes
To offset so much black in the attire, white belt is popular . These belts may have metal clips, studs or other metal accessories. Black converse shoes are just fine to complete the entire look.

 Emo Tattoos for Boys by Emo Styles

Tattoo practice is a world wide phenomenon. Origins of tattooing go way back to tribal communities, but over the years tattoos have become part of a fashion statement. Tattoos can be put on any part of the body, starting from face, shoulders, chest, sternum, armpit, forearm, back, and legs. Tattooing as an art is very popular all over the world among various subcultures and emo culture is not exception.

Like piercings, tattoos are also very popular with Emo boys. Generally Emo boys like to have more tattoos than emo girls, emo boys tattoos are also usually larger than those from emo girls. Let’s name just a few popular Tattoos among Emo boys: gothic tattoos, tattoos with slogans or inscriptions, nautical star tattoos, guitar or other rock music instruments tattoos

Emo Hairstyles for Boys in 2008 by Emo Styles

With ever changing trends in hairstyles, Emo hairstyles are also witnessing hot and stylish trends. Emo hairstyles used to resemble the hairstyles sported by musicians of the 80s and punk hairstyles of the last decade. Hair dyed black with long fringes and brushed straight is turning out to be history for Emo hairstyles. Some spectacular new trends in Emo hairstyles are emerging up in 2008. When it comes to hairstyles, girls are always the first to adopting new trends and craze.

How can Emo Boys afford to lag behind Emo Girls in hairstyle trends? Emo Boys are also in the race with Emo Girls for stylish hairstyles. It is a fact that hairstyles play an important role in your overall look and can drastically alter your individuality and Emo Boys have realized it very well. Emo Boys are coming off age by doing away with the standard patterns. They started sporting astounding and distinctive hairstyles. Emo Fashion icons and celebrities are trend setters in any fashion segment and hairstyles are not exception. Emo Boys hairstyles are seeing huge impact of celebrity hairstyles. If you don’t want to miss the bus, look around for ever changing trends of Emo Boys hairstyles in 2008.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

(:


sometimes the truth hurts...


Do you want some? I thought you would..


this video makes me laugh.(: 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9rVB_FcAeU&feature=user



Monday, December 15, 2008

crisp

i would like this for christmas:)

soo unique. 

left inspired

a great and terrible beauty

don't take the time 
to find the true and real beauty in something. 
judge and critize. 
more than something that is on the surface,
its skin deep, inside 
it takes time to find the beauty in something
patience and understanding
to realize the inner beauty makes you beautiful

what we have in common.


I was just a train wreck ready to jump before the crash.  
When we first met, I was tied to the tracks and I could not begin to explain.
We were just a wild-eyed couple of kids.  
They always said we were a long shot way back then,
and through it all I never thought it’d turn out this way.

Now the scent of your malcontent is like the smell before the rain.
I keep telling myself not to trust myself,
but the time is coming, and I need someone to blame.

Tell me anything.  Because I lost my strength and I’m losing faith.
Everything has changed, unintended, and unexplained and I know somethings happening.
I’m missing you more than a house without a frame.



We are just train wrecks amongst the living dead.  
If we’re so different, then why are we listening?



(older writing of William) like me, we both hold on to past writings:)


this needs an image

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Badass bunkbeds

check this out.

reminds me of old memories with my cousin tara!! we soo act like this:)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXp2ruZoxK8&eurl=http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=379345373&feature=player_embedded


this weekend...
wow alot went down.
santi was with me like all weekend.(that was fun) camcorder.shimmy shakes.wrestling match.bleach showers.lasagna:)

Friday, December 12, 2008

Gingerbread time.


doing some holiday shit with Santi!





Fresh Licks


Autamary

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Gossip Girl update!!

After Chuck showing up lit to his own father's funeral, like always he had no remorse for others. Blair finally declares her love to Chuck.
For the first time Chuck sheds a tear.

Serena looks to Dan for guidance and when he fails to be honest, Serena makes her decision off of that. Dan regrets and wants to tell Serena how he really feels but it is too late.

Serena and Aaron are off to Buenes Aires for the Holidays. Serena please give Aaron a chance.
Serena obviously has feelings for Dan still and I believe always will. I think she gave the hint to Aaron that she is starting to fall in love with him when she ignores Dan's call.

Congrats Rose-Waldorf family.

Lily's secret is out!!! When she finally thought it was all over, her mother lets Rufus in on the secret and jepordizes Lily and Rufus's holiday get away.

parting words..."Is it a boy or a girl?"

you know you love it...GG

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Donnie Darko & TAI

go to theacademyis.com

watch the video. great soundtrack!!heehee.

im thrilled and all and stuff:)

i was the light from the lamp on the floor.


I'm living in the wrong year
the 80's was where it was going on


I can't believe it entered my mind, do I regret saying it? I thought I was better than that.

There is hope for the Confide show. (there is hope)

Wrestling meet last night was fun. Maddy is my hero.

I want to get together. 

Christmas shopping with grum tonight. (stoked)

the day is looking up. but i have many things to accomplish for art:) 

ill have it done in no time 




-fingers crossed and eyes wide open


Monday, December 8, 2008

There obviously nothing better to do for this man...

http://www.kare11.com/news/news_article.aspx?storyid=531076&GID=OyIvpYuawITyaLSPnAvXJd1H57KSNnCo3ZyM7L0loxA%3D

There obviously nothing better to do for this man...

http://www.kare11.com/news/news_article.aspx?storyid=531076&GID=OyIvpYuawITyaLSPnAvXJd1H57KSNnCo3ZyM7L0loxA%3D

Aunt Brookie

Stevie and Nessa are expecting. 
Stevie is only my cousin but he is like an older brother to me.
Nessa wants to name the girl Angel if it is a girl but I despise that name.
If its a boy they are planning on naming it Xavier. I like it, its unique.

I want to help out with the name if its a girl. Stevie doesn't like it that much anyway.
I have a list of names I absoulty love!!!!
Beckett
Bliss
Roxy
Ellie
Cadence
Dita
Hemi
Rhia
Lala
Nora
Scarlett
Sophie
Cami
Izzie (Iz)
Audrey (Audie)
Clara

Glass houses and stones


Browsing through Flickr and I came across this photographer. 

I left inspired.
http://flickr.com/photos/ippy_ippy/

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I'll pencil you into my blackberry..

WOW this weekend I was busy busy busy here's the how low down....


caught (Fake) crying in the halls of CMHS. that was fun


plans fell through for the Confide show.. they are probably on sttage right...NOW!!!!


met a wrestling team of boys from Spring Cove.(ass slaps & PSP's)


Adam is a nerd, im attracted to nerds i think.


Jess sleeps in her house bed once again.


Spagetti dinner. sitting in urinals. PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES. white game. dishes with Aaron & Erick. Cleaned the inside of my car (thanks meatballs)=]


my gram is insane.


crossed fingers for DEC 13th!!!!


Jefrey may be hispanic but he is the sweetest thing ever!!!


i may have found my Billvy.. as close as it gets.


art of the day...................

Friday, December 5, 2008

Your Excited I'm Jealous



In world cultures at the moment.

Curtis is getting more ink. Lucky Bastard. He will mostly have a full sleeve by graduation(if he doesn't drop out) 

Drawing a very girly picture for Hana Banana.

Ahhhhhh. so much going through my head today. but its a good day!

artwork of the day!!!

spaceball.gif

spaceball.gif

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Wednesday

Yeah.

kinda bummed that the new jeans i purchased on Black Friday are a size too big=[ (stonewashed) they are so great.


NEW KEDS<33


i have a headache and im trying to avoid getting ill. VITAMIN C =D


working on a new piece of art. im doing a John Patrick Amedori montage. stoked


King of the Mountain Wrestling tournament this saturday. (hope i have time to chilll with sabrina)


sunday cheer dinner. and then hopefully concert!!!!!!!


other than that, just waiting for the week to go by. i need a vacay already. CHRISTMAS<3333



FINAL THOUGHT...

"jealous of the mister. eh i love my body=D i think...."
B effect (oldie but goodie)

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Gossip Girl update.


December 1st.


Happy Birthday Lauren.


Gossip Girl is finally getting heated. After Lily found out Bart had hired an investigator to dig dirt up on Serena and Erik, that was it for her.


Serena and Aaron are great. Serena and Dan need to move on, I believe it is going to effect all their relationships if they don't. Serena don't mess it up with Aaron!!!!


Blair is Blair and Chuck is Chuck. The saga between those two will never end.


Jenny has become Queen Bitch. Nate needs to drop both of those bitches.

Vanessa grow up!!! Stop playing your games and hurting people. You'll fall sooner or later!!!


What's Lily's secret?????


Was Bart really in an accident?????


'till next week....xoxo you know u love it!!!!

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Coming to Terms has never been so hard

Deep, deep down I found a well in me,constructed in my youth,full of the stagnant water of guilt , pain, rejection, self doubt.Oh, the discovery was terrible,the owning of it very hard.That is where enlightenment begins

Saturday, November 29, 2008

I need Oxygen


WOW not (Word of Warcraft) WOW, WOW (love this fucking picture)WOW



what more could you ask for in a picture, The Radke man himself and the Muffin Man. AKA Aaron Gillespie, but hes just as good as the muffin man. Who doesn't like muffins? ahha

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Brookett loves Jesspie

Santi always puts me in a stellar mood.

Thanksgiving is tomorrow. 

I plan on working on my art over vacation. I have 4 I'm working on at the moment.


Baking Pumpkin Pies today :)

KAT VON D video I made in my computer graphics class!!!!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

My "Zeal"





Bring Me The Horizon with Misery Signals , The Ghost Inside , Confide 
Sunday, Dec 07, 2008 7:00 PM EST (6:00 PM Doors)
at Mr. Smalls Theatre


Friday, November 21, 2008

Amazing..because sometimes I'm not.


It amazes me how quickly I can be brought down.

How quickly I can be lifted right back up again.


It amazes me that whatever you say

You put a smile right back on my face


It amazes me you know how to make me feel guilty

Without realizing it


It amazes me your opinion means so much

That one word makes all the difference


It amazes me that through everything

you are still there

Billvy is sick @ BBALL

http://vimeo.com/2304929

Geometry for the day!


Thursday, November 20, 2008

We were all once standing alone and naked with fear.. i have come to stand out


Before Beckett sold sex...

Favorite Site


I saw this on my favorite site. Check it out!!!!!

Intoxicated Circulation


The residue that stains the glass , casts a glaze and blurs my sight of true beauty.


Jefrey loves text sex. (Hardcore texter)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I had to share..


so whimsicle and spellbinding.

Are you with me or not at all.


In the process of making my own web page. Stellar. So I was thinking about what to write about in my blog today. But I have nothing of importance to say. Except for this one thing. So this dude that I'm crushing' on has a chick right? Well I'm not sure what he sees in her, she lacks beauty on the outside and inside. But anyway. So I heard that ________ took _________ to the beach for a little VAY KAY and she broke up with on the beach!!! He deserves better. So anyway, I believe that I should stop thinking that I would be better for someone than the person they claim to be in love with. I'm done. Creative Writing Class today!! So stoked. Curtis had a gauge accident today=[ Sorry. He has half inspired me to get gauges but I don't know, I'm not sure. I don't think they are for me. TOO PAINFUL. Art is still a little dry, HYDRATE.Planning to go to G's on Saturday to chill with M,H,Han,D,and T.

William Beckett, Sonny Moore, & Spencer Chamberlain have a way with words. Jealous.

Art work of the day. Breath taking and so much movement. The color contrasts are so in sync.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Nothing lost, Nothing gained.

Woke up this morning cold as fuck.
Hot chocolate was watered down.
enjoyed my blueberry poptart.
Was happy to see Santi (moe).(always am)
SAfuckingBRINA brought my spirits up.
New Jersey Trip with Santi
Out of all the dicks in this school Cody Dolan isn't one of them. (just for the record)
Drew a pretty rad picture of a banana and peanut butter in like 5 minutes.I work well under pressure.
Lost two friends but I dont think they were my true friends anyway. Nothing Lost nothing gained.
She knows what is important to me.
TAI TV was not posted on sunday night. No tellie for me (felt good)
I'm hopeful for reuniting an old relationship.


Beckett knows how to make me feel better when I am salty.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Runaway



Artwork of the day. (feelings displayed)



Today is overall not a good day.
Snow is ugly and I hate it. Cold & dark & wet brings me down.
I can honestly say only one person in my life is there for me. Pathetic? I know.
Nothing has inspired me today. The only thing people know how to do is make me feel like shit. worthless piece of shit.
Putting words in my mouth, judging me, and overall being dicks.
Why must people be dicks? Why must people be arrogant assholes.
This post is by far the worst post ever in the blog posting socitey. But I dont give a fuck or should i give a fuck? Is that my problem? Being too laid back and carefree? Is that a fucking crime or a bad quality? Im searching for something, something more. Anything. More than what I have. Is that ungrateful? Am I ungrateful? I need answers. Answers I will probably never recieve.
I need a healthy way to conclude this.


(something I wrote. take from it what you will, if anything at all)


I smell it but I don't run
I see it but I don't tremble
I hear it but I don't even blink
Do I want it?
Is that why I stay?
Or is it a greater force keeping me grounded?

TWO day TWO day...

I haven't laughed so hard, so hard that I feel my heart beat inside my brain.
So hard my herbal tee spews from my nostrils.

Monday- day of the all days.
So much to do.
NAHS (nope) bummer.
Cheer fitting.

Anyway, so there is nothing zen about today. I have so many things to do. Im so frusturated I might cry.
People are upsetting me BIG TIME!!!!
Ahhhhhh SCREAM.

Artwork has been dry and at this moment in my life im lacking inspiration. HELP. School work is my last priority.

UNINSPIRED




(more later)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Broken Hearts Blood dripping Darts

If I had just one bullet, and a trigger I'd pull it
Shoot my cupid out of the sky
Break off his wings, and gouge out his eyes
And thank him for nothing, 'cause that's all that he gave to me
Your love is my heart disease

(from my friend Lacy)

very deep, blunt, and true. It's what we need sometimes!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Black Eyes and Blue Hearts

(reblogged)

I got a little chuckle our of this!!!

Ahhh a breath of fresh air!

Can't wait to go see The Academy Is on Thursday with Sabrina!!!!

"Your queer little smile, on your queer little face hate your legs but your smile is so great"

Monday, November 10, 2008

Weight Room Radness!!!!



ARTWORK OF THE DAY!!! -unknown

I have decided that "Radness" is a word.

Today in phys. ed we went to the weight room. The weight room's musk smells of pennies, rotting carcass, and mold.

But even though i hate the weight room i always have a blast!

So Jessica (santi) and I were standing around and this dude was doing an exercise and Jessica blurts out "I call them tit hits". It was so clever and hilarious I thought I would share.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Cotton Candy

cottan candy

This picture inspires me.
This picture brings back memories.
This pictures equals good times.
This picture is friendship.
This picture is more than a picture.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Stereotypical Bitches

"alright to all of you that think im "scene" ill put it this way SCREW YOU BITCH. i hate stereotypes (not that i have a problem with people that call themselves scene) just because i wear colorful clothing doesn't mean anything. i like being different


fuck i skate i dont care what you bastards think, heres an idea, accept people for who they are and dont judge them by what they wear...damn society sucks"

-Enjoi Panda

(this was a bullentin my friend had posted and I agree 100% on everything he said. Too many people judge these days. Accept who others are and they will accept you.)

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Inspirational

Inspirational picture of the day.
"Do not live in vain"

Wednesday, November 5, 2008





Read the shirt folks!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

The smoke clears and in whispering waves of self-mutilation I can see the dark sky fall to pieces.
The world is sometimes too heavy to breath and the dead surround me like an ocean.
I can̢۪t recognize the reflection looking back through the mirror.
I only grasp the concept of what it̢۪s like to walk through life with a stranger holding a knife to my neck.
The empty shell of a shattered boy I know possess is my new skin.
Pain is my only horizon, hate, is my only form of flattery, ugly is the world around me and nowhere beyond the infinite infrastructure of the eternal lonely soul can my blackened heart be found.
If you want a glimpse of torment and bittersweet visions delight, I̢۪ll gladly cut my head off so you can look down the hole.
Nothing there will bring the joyful bliss you crave.
Drinking lighter fluid to start a fire inside my guts, I am on a slow painful ride through the underbelly of hell and I wont mind if this is where we say goodbye and go our separate ways.

I am inside of you.
Living and breathing.

I am William Control

www.purevolume.com/williamcontrol

has a "The Killers" sound and Aiden vibe

TAI TV episode 23



Halloween show in Minnesota!!!!

TAI TV is the raddest! Enjoi.:)

Monday, November 3, 2008

Occupied with life


Still adjusting to daylight saving time. I will miss the bright nights;( This morning was the mile run in Phys. Ed for physical Fitness week. Good thing I am a morning and monday person. I totally regret eating halloween candy before running though. The run was good except for the rubber legs, dry throat, and drippy nose. I beat my time from last year which was 9.30 and this year I completed the mile in 8.46. PB!!! The secret to my success was simply pushing myself. I imagined Spencer Chamberlain was at the finish line waiting for me!!! What an inspiration!!


Note to self- nice hair day

Deja vu

Sunday, November 2, 2008



so amazingly inspiring, heart wrenching, and painful.Almost too painful.

Friday, October 31, 2008


This is what Halloween is all about!!! The old skool thrillers are the best. Happy fucking Halloween!!!

I was reading one of my favorite blog sites to visit and I came across this. It made me chuckle , so I thought I would share it with you=].


Reason number one people should vote for the McCain/Palin ticket:
SARAH PALIN IS A TOTAL BABE.
She may be crazy, but she was Miss Alaska… what more makes you qualified for being the Vice President????????
Sarcasm dripping….
Obama is what we need!!!!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


The Academy Is is my fave band and they came out with a music
video for "About A Girl". I thought the video had a cute setup 
and as always William rocked it. I was surprised to see how much
emotion Carden (mike guitarist) put into it. Carden is more shy 
and not so much exposed. Although I am very jealous about the 
chick in the video, they were very cute.:) All of The Academy Is
videos are catchy and everyone tells a story. THAT IS A GOOD
MUSIC VIDEO!!!! Watch and enjoy!!!!:)


Saturday, October 25, 2008

Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.
It doesn't matter much to me.Let me take you down,
'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
No one I think is in my tree, I mean it must be high or low.
That is you can't you know tune in but it's all right.
That is I think it's not too bad.Let me take you down,
'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Always no sometimes think it's me,
but you know I know when it's a dream.
I think, er No, I mean, er Yes but it's all wrong.
That is I think I disagree.Let me take you down,
'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Strawberry Fields forever.
Strawberry Fields forever.

Brookalicous

Halloween Party. Interesting night and thats the only thing I can really say to describe it. I arrive gorgeous as fuck, ready to get the party started and well let me just say it was lame!!!! Worst party I have been to. But Julz, Santi, and I made the best of it. Good Memories was all I took from this party (well along with shitty memories) but I never hold on to those.
First of all, before even going to this party I knew I was in for a treat. The person hosting the party has a (lets call it a beef) beef with me. I think its just because I'm so secure about myself and she doesn't like the way I act. But I personally don't have time for bitches like that. There are way too many people that do love me. I am not in any need of more friends.
There was shitty music, Runes readings, and hotdogs that tasted like they were still alive. Anywho, let me not forget to mention that I believe that the chick that read the Runes put a fucking spell on me!!! I fell flat on my ass and well she grinned a smile of achievement. I personally don't think that people with bum legs should be putting spells on me. She should be putting a spell on herself to fix her fucking leg.
On that note...I'm not usually the bully type with the motive to make everyone feel insecure about themselves but this bitch was an exception!!
You know I took my camera!! check out what I captured!!!!!

Friday, October 24, 2008

Sanguine


Dry Eyes and  fatigued. I have had this wretched headache since last night. 
HALLOWEEN PARTY TONITE!

Check out this band. orphic lyrics... www.purevolume.com/iceninekills

Painting is silent poetry, and poetry is painting with the gift of speech

Word of the day (one of my fave words)
limn \LIM\, transitive verb:
1. To depict by drawing or painting.
2. To portray in words; to describe.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Gay Zombie.


Computer graphics?hmm not my forte. (but I have managed to do this image of William Beckett) more images to come!!

Since Halloween is around the corner, I thought this video was funny and witty. Im a big fan of the indie films and I could not not share this film with others. 


http://www.logoonline.com/video/?id=1585648&vid=175984

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Fresh Start, New Blog

I have took up a creatvie writing class and it inspired me to start my own blog. I look at blogging as a creative outlet and somewhere I can share my views with many others. I will try to keep up with it as much as possible and hopefully inspire others, as well as being inspired myself. Enjoy and expect good things to come from me!